The Seeker

2011 was a tough year for me to say the least. I lost quite a few friends, spent most of the early part of the year alone, and had an intense battle with my inner demons. Looking back at it now I know it was a necessary part of my life. Though it still haunts me the past year I’ve picked up some serious problem solving skills and I’ve really learned how to calm my mind through meditation.
After my spiritual transformation began people who weren’t suited to my life just started dropping out like flies. Its not even that I pushed them away intentionally in fact I tried to reach out to people who i thought deserved a chance to be reconciled with. Those who didn’t want to be a part of my life choose it for themselves. In their stead I met individuals who were much more positive and supportive of me.
What makes me kinda mad is that I’m extremely under estimated by certain people from my past who aren’t a part of my life anymore. Two people in particular who were both my “best friends” in different times of my life. They don’t seem to realize that I’m tech savvy. I’ve been tracking visitors to my site for months now, there are two visitors who stick out the most and I know for a fact who they are. That’s right guys I know you are stalking me. How does that make you feel? I really don’t understand why you wouldn’t just talk to me instead of stalking me. Both of you decided to end our friendships so I would really like to know why you would keep checking up on someone you show complete disapproval for? I really really don’t understand and would appreciate it if you could either answer my questions or just stop stalking me.